Shot to the heart

Damn this shit just hit me
i just realized that you really wanted to be with me
but the 7th word on that last line shows that it was past tense
because you gotta man now and you aint looked at my ass since
i often think back on how it all started
but i always end up on how we departed
i remember better days when all we did was text
i made you laugh i made you smile it was nothing less
it made a lot of since why we could go further
because the twin was your friend and you aint want to hurt her
but that still aint stop us from getting closer
when i had problems you gave me your shoulder
i had a crush on you since middle school
but you used to be mean to me and that wasnt cool
but those is just adolescent memories
and when we got older i aint think you would remember me
your girl Gab said "yall need to get together
twin the aint gon care" so i said its whatever
then you was kinda skeptic at 1st
you was worried about whose feelings we would hurt
you was the 1st girl to get close to my mom
the only 1 that i would really take to my prom
i guess thats why i ended up goin alone
i was about to be king but you werent next to my throne
yea i was the king of every thing but that didnt really matter
because you where my world just not delivered on a platter
i was stupid to think i could play with your feelings
but i always was there when you needed sexual healings
we loved each other but that was a thing of the past
yea we friends now but only time will tell how long that will last