10/21/08

At 1st she was kinda outta my league
so anytime she would come around i would freeze
i think she kinda knew that i had a lil crush
just sitting beside her gave me a lil rush
so the years passed on and we both got older
and i couldnt help but think she gave me the cold shoulder
she had a man and it was complicated
but if you ask me i think it was over-rated
me and him was cool so i really couldnt hate
so i but organized a plan and i used him as bait
we hadnt talked in a while so i really missed her
and i can tell she did too when she was lookin at my pictures
i gave her my number her to text me
and she said ill get back at you but it wont be directly
so a few weeks later i got a text that made me wonder
it said this is ___________ and this is my number
i wondered if she like me or was she just a flirt
but later i found that she just had her feelins hurt
so we started talking and the feelings got stronger
and right after we kissed i knew it wouldnt be much longer
but she still had a man and that still was a factor
it didnt matter then i had pretty much had her
i forgot she had a man and her feelings didnt change
but little did she know that he didnt feel the same
i couldnt just tell her but i had to let her know
but i had to get rid of him and she had to let him go
talking on the phone and that certain subject came up
then she wanted to come over but i couldnt really blame her
then she asked could come and i said cool
thats one of the reasons i kept missin school
so she pulled smilin and grinning
but little did she know the trouble she just got in
invited her in and said make yourself at home
and i guess thats the reason she went straight into my room
took her shoes off then sat down
then look at me and said what now
i laughed and said iono
but this can go either way you want it to go
she laughed back i said what to you suggest
i dont wanna get explicit so i cant say the rest
but in short she went home satisfied
and i had added a couple of notches to my pride
i was happy that i was on her radar
so much so that she came 2 days later
time passed now it was the big night
it was hella cold but i was hot under them lights
but nothing compares to her being by my side
because she was there just enjoying the ride
then they called my name and it was time to crown me
but she never disappeared when all those people surrounded me
the hype died down and it was back to reality
she still wont my girl as bad as i wanted her to be
a couple of weeks passed and i finally got you
i tried to stop smilen but it was kinda hard not to
a lil time passed and now we saying in love
and she was on me hard just like a metal glove
but if you fast fwd to far thats when things got sour
we on the phone arguing every night by the hour
i told her i wanted myspace but she aint respect
but i understand now because i know she felt neglected
in the end we broke up which wasnt fun
but it ran its course and we had our little run
but after all that im glad we still cool
because i might need you to pick me when i start school [j/p]
i never lied to you i was always true
so im sure you will believe me when i say this is dedicated to you

............You Know Who You Are!!