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Im so nervous but at the same time excited to
i wish my friends could see what im about to do
the door was open and my uncle just pushed me through
whispering in my ear just remember what i told you
i bit the the plastic and pulled out the latex
now im standing there looking like whats next
well my dad always told me to practice safe sex
and she's older so i guess she could teach me the rest
i pulled it out and i put it on
so this is what he means when he said lets get it on
she was looking at me like boy come on
i said ok i just hope that i dont do it wrong
ok so its no turning back now
and even if i wanted to i know i couldnt back down
because she ready and she's laying on her back now
i aint know what i was doin but its to late for me to ask how
well its time for me to put it in
i cant believe the situation my uncle got me in
now things are really moving to fast
im trying think about how long im gonna last
now my child hood is a thing of the past
if my momma ever find out she gonna kick my ass.......
..........well finally i got through it
i cant believe that i really got the chance to do it
and just when i thought i had blew it
she said to be young you really know what you was doing....
i tried to hold it but i cracked a smile
the kind that won't go away for a while
i cant believe it im still in denial
i got my man hood but really i am still a child ........

[True Story]