Can Anybody Hear Me?

Its like when I look in the mirror My vision of myself becomes more clearer. I'm confused why am I here? Why is everything in My life built on fear? Afraid of failure but its like I'm scared to succeed? But I feel that money and women is all that I need. I was born to die so its pointless to try To work hard when everything is going to waste. To only be replaced by an infant who starts to set the clock on his little life the instant he takes his 1st breathe he starts to smell the not so tasty meal of death that's starts to cook the moment he takes his 1st look. Is it he that killed me or was it the lord who says I shouldn't live and more? Or did I kill myself by living in this life? Why aren't we born with a knife? So when can choose wether we want to forfeit this life that may not be fit for me if It was that easy I wonder how many would make that choice to listen to that voice in your head that's says "do it " but you choose not to instead you keep going break hearts and hurting feelings in the process from an infant you haven't really made that much progress. Then you try sex and its good but its less than you expected but you kinda got addicted to this girl that you mess with. Then she starts this mess with your sister who was born 2 years after you now you forced to choose its just something that you gotta do so now you like a deer in head lights tryna get your head right because either way you go you know that you left something behind and remote is broke so you can press rewind because it aint enough time and I aint got enough lines to tell about the how well you sell yourself out and made the wrong choice and took a bad route.
I use a paint brush because the pen aint got enough life in it so when I write about My life its like you live in it. Now that I discussed My vision more clearly. How many girls are scared to come near me?How many guys are starting to fear me? I wonder how many people can really hear me?

2009 World Champs

Cass Doing His Thing Again

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Katrina, Katrina

She was born in the Bahamas raised in florida
The world was her father she was mother natures daughter
At first I aint think it would be that serious
but i guess the weather man aint know what he was dealing with
Monday, August 29 2005
that was the day that bitch really came alive
It hit my people hard especially Louis & Ana
We swimming in water and they getting it all on camera
I guess they aint have time for us they load was to heavy
Because they was no where to be found when the water came through them levees
The federal flood protection system in New Orleans failed at more than fifty places
At that point in time i started thinking America is racist
At least 1,836 people lost their lives in Hurricane Katrina
Then to make it worse they tried to pack us all in that damn arena
Are we supposed to feel good because we in the "Super Dome"
i was just ready to get outta there and go the hell home
but its hard to do that when it aint no home to go to
I wonder if it was a white neighborhood is this what they would go through
Hurricane Katrina in 2005 was the largest natural disaster in the history of the United States
I just wish "Poppa Bush" could see the tears coming down my face
I think Kanye was wrong about what he said
Its not just blacks its all people he wishes where dead
If you think about it this country was built on racism
so for me to say i hate him shit i might as well be with them

God Bless America.....

Tales of an Addict

I started off hustlin slanging the cane
i had all the women on me just screamin my name
fast cars and women you can say i had it made
until i fell victim to the game that i played
it was 1984 when this shit 1st started
it affected all races but blacks took it the hardest
but i aint care i was just making a dollar
and the money was easy as poppin my collar
it took over so fast that the feds aint know which way to go
because it was alot cheaper but it sold more than blow
this was a nice way to build my wealth
i dont see the big deal i might have to try it myself......
...........Damn man what the fuck is in this
i should have been doing this to begin with
in a matter of weeks i went through my whole supply
and i would do anything now just to get high
money, jewelry, and cars aint mean shit
all i needed was Nino to get my next hit
i never realized that it was committing genocide
all i seen was the wedding with that glass dick as my bride
when i looked in the mirror all i see is a crackhead
i looked terrible as if i was on my death bed
i fell off hard man what the fuck
but those thoughts fade away when Scottie beamed me up
so now im on the streets just passing the days
still getting high and still stuck in my ways
im starting to feel weak but i thought i was stronger
i think its almost time i aint gone live much longer
now im halfway home im 6 blocks away
but 12 blocks back is where i used to be
its crazy when you think what my eyes used to see
but im still addicted so they eyes used to me

Secret Fantasies

Warning: the following poem is very explicit and may contain material not suitable for aunts, mothers, teachers, grandparents, mothers....etc. so i am warning you its gonna get nasty

ok so i take off you pants
then i say well what about you man
then you look at me an say that dont even matter
now take me im yours as if you was on a platter
so i laugh and follow instructions
and do work with my tongue like my job is construction
so you start callin my name and grabbin my head
and now where on the floor and no longer on the bed
so now im inside you we join together as one
and i promise you will be satisfied as soon as we are done
you say go deeper and i do as you ask
you try to hide your face but there is no need for a mask
we switch positions now you sitting on top
you say im yours in my ear and i say dont stop
you say i aint gon stop imma go as long as i can
by this point the last thing you thinking about is you man
speak of the devil your phones starts ringing
then you look and see its him and then your heart starts sinking
then you ignore it and we keep going
we been at it for a while now is what the clock is showing
1:17 but we started @ 10
then a crack a smile.......you know......that shy lil grin
you say do you need a break and i say no just relax
now its time to turn over i like hitting from the back
you turn around looking back at me
and say pull my hair and i say ill do it gladly
you tell me to go harder you wanna feel it in your chest
then i say hold on baby i might need to take that rest
then you say ok baby you can have lil rest
but it didnt last long because you started licking my neck
so now we back at it again but im almost the but im almost there
you say cum inside baby i dont even care
so i started to cum while we still on the floor
then all of a sudden you hear a knock at the door.........
its your mom yelling trying to wake you up
then you get up in disbelief and say "What the Fuck"....

Shot to the heart

Damn this shit just hit me
i just realized that you really wanted to be with me
but the 7th word on that last line shows that it was past tense
because you gotta man now and you aint looked at my ass since
i often think back on how it all started
but i always end up on how we departed
i remember better days when all we did was text
i made you laugh i made you smile it was nothing less
it made a lot of since why we could go further
because the twin was your friend and you aint want to hurt her
but that still aint stop us from getting closer
when i had problems you gave me your shoulder
i had a crush on you since middle school
but you used to be mean to me and that wasnt cool
but those is just adolescent memories
and when we got older i aint think you would remember me
your girl Gab said "yall need to get together
twin the aint gon care" so i said its whatever
then you was kinda skeptic at 1st
you was worried about whose feelings we would hurt
you was the 1st girl to get close to my mom
the only 1 that i would really take to my prom
i guess thats why i ended up goin alone
i was about to be king but you werent next to my throne
yea i was the king of every thing but that didnt really matter
because you where my world just not delivered on a platter
i was stupid to think i could play with your feelings
but i always was there when you needed sexual healings
we loved each other but that was a thing of the past
yea we friends now but only time will tell how long that will last